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Punish Me Mommy

by Orafist

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1.
Feels like we’re living in retirement homes, paths followed rigid medicated to cope Fog up the windows or else cover your mouth, we watch the healing from the inside out and when we slept in on the floor i dreamed of sensation you dreamed that we had grown up i asked “do you really think you could live such a long time?” you said you already had and it was Your own personal hell, your own personal hell I guess its just as well, that its here as well I feel so old from the cracks on my forehead, im folding up from the pressure And on the mornings were I can’t leave my bed The sheets feel like hell The air feels like hell My body feels like hell It all feels like hell
2.
Little One 02:20
i aint wasting no more time the door is open but its not mine all the hours you wait move closer to the grave Your five for now and just three feet tall The space above you is holding all All im doing is losing now just breaking down and thinning out And yet you grab out for my hand reach for solemn command If I cant grow myself at least I can help you you look twice as old when you break down physically your age is matched, by anyone whose ever found themselves lost from where they had began, growing old is just part of the plan but i think you’re still a kid, if you can scream and rage for nothing Foreign eyes see awful things Colors burst from where wet wounds sting You reach out just to cause some pain You’re young and selfish, its all the same I grew evil from some past days Hate and envy over total rage I see it simmer till it overflows You’ll kill us all one day that much I know
3.
Blood 03:44
If I’m doing the math right, I say I got another 16 years of life Just based on the last few, I don’t think i can take that much more abuse Fresh blood on my shinbone, my stomach churning at the sight of it moving so slow Just get this venom out of me, its causing pain that my body couldn’t believe Its stuck So if im scabbing up its just probably cause it’s a lot easier to harden than to loosen up, And when I wanna die I could tell you why its cause I spend to much time alone getting high, I got an itch I gotta scratch and I will tear my skin off trying to get to it, I’ll be covered in blood I’ll be having fun riding alone in a water park of human fluid (dont make me do it) beat and broke down on the side of the road shattered and stalling the traffic left me alone sick hot fever you took me in to your bed dried off my cold sweat then you left me for dead
4.
Religion 04:26
Find me at your feet i never asked to be your memory if you’re not tired, then im not tired but i’ll go back to sleep im not going with you these holy words are not for me the light’s been out for way too long my allergies are kicking the dust off a phantom sleeps on my bedroom floor you watch thru the window pane my blood isn’t holy, it isn’t pure but the devils all know me by name i’m not going with you these holy words are not for me the light’s been out for way too long my allergies are kicking the dust off i been holding on, your love from a long time i been holding on, your strength for a lifetime i been trying to find, some pattern in bloodlines i been holding on your love from a long time please check me out of this place we die in foreign space whats left behind, from grandpas house i take to wearing out
5.
Eternal 02:15
I am never gonna die I’m gonna live for eternity I think i’m bleeding internally Stop looking at me like i’m gonna explode if i’m in pain believe me i’ll let you know Let’s spend lots of money on things that make us feel bad Might as well since I have to be awake now It doesn't matter if I can find my way home But I’ll fucking kill you if you leave me here alone I can’t wait to have a kid I’ve planned my wedding and all that fun shit Nothing is certain but i’m sure it will be fine If you don't think about it you never have to die I just want to feel like I'm doing what i should I couldn't handle it and I just don't feel good I really wish i could just go to bed but i can’t wake up knowing i’m one day closer to death I am never gonna die

credits

released January 15, 2016

Recorded by Jon Elfers with help from Sam de Garis
Mixed and mastered by Jon Elfers

All songs written and performed by Orafist
Becca Kranz - vocals
Devon Bonadonna -vocals, guitar, piano
Emma Sprague - vocals
Nick Charney - drums
Tori Sargent - vocals, bass
Cailley Cullotta - viola
Additional vocals by Caleb Horton and Sadie Solomon
Additional stomping on Eternal by Matthew Larkin
Album art by Emma Sprague

Special thanks:
Jacob Folsom-Fraster, Katy Barnes, Adam Wriggins, and Maddy Boardman for putting up with our noise and helping to make this possible

Gabe Trevor and Aaron Meyer for their presences and support

Clark University Pub Entertainment Committee, Alexander D. Rothfelder, Aaron Meyer, and Joe Hart for watering this sprout on its way to blooming

Skye Baptiste for her puppeteering talent and artistic vision

Nick Gilfor for providing the acoustic guitar

The Paris of the 80's, Worcester, MA

Our fans, The Fistbabies

And Traci L. Charney, Michelle Sargent, Eileen Donovan-Kranz, Sue Bonadonna, and Amanda Bouquet. You rock. This one's for you.

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